avoidance

 Why am I avoiding the thinking of or the writing of ?
 Tick tock clock is ticking.
 Reminiscing about drunken days and drunkener nights
 Clock is ticking                         louder now
 making agenda for a  Sunday week meeting
 avoiding
 create a picture
 write a poem
 no nearer to David or Mark
 avoidance
 Is that what it is?
 Given a choice and choosing the harder one.
 Mark trips off the tongue and
 David is just a bit less palatable.
 Tick tock
 Head in hands trying to whirr mind
 but no only the clock ticks
 ever louder        ever louder